Today I've got the results.
I'm 98 on the list.
Only first 40 were accepted.
Is my life shatteredd? Slightly.
Is world ending? Probably someday.
Am I surprised? Not really.
Am I going to be depressed? Yes. For today, anyway.
But you know what feels good? What feels amazing? What really, really made my day?
That list was of 942 people.
And I'm 98.
So, 844 people were actually worse than me...
I'm not the one to be happy cuz of others' misery... but this actually feels good.