Okay, I don't usually do it, but I need to get it out, or I'll explode.
My parents are divorced. Since November. That's good, actually, cuz living with them *both* under the same roof was tiring. I was always the one who had to choose sides. Now I don't have to.
I don't have to, because my father lives in Gdansk now. It's on the other side of the country.
The thing is, he doesn't call. He doesn't write, he doesn't try to contact with me. I am the only child and I always was a sort of 'Daddy's girl'.
Now I'm apparently not.
Last time he called was on my birthday in May. Actually, my birthday was 30 May, and he called on 2 June, but who cares...
I do care, cuz in May I was graduating from high school, and having finals.
I care because through June and November I was trying to get to the universities, and I failed on one, and get to the another.
And he hasn't called.
I don't know if he doesn't care, or what.
I know he *has* my number. Maybe he doesn't want to call home, doesn't want to speak to my mum. Maybe. But he has my cell phone number.
And since June he didn't call. Not once.
Well, he called today.
And he wanted to talk to my mom about some post that got to him on his old adress, that's our adress.
And I don't know if I'm more disappointed, miserable or furious.
Just needed to get it out, sorry.